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It will all make sense in the end
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alien
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I know everybody here is going through things with the pandemic. I know people have it way worse then me, but just because some people have it worse, doesn’t mean you have it great. Sometimes its hard to put things into perspective. I miss working, I miss leaving my house, I miss feeling like I had things going for me, I fuckin miss having a god damn life. This has taken so much out of me I feel like all I have control over is how much alcohol I drink and how many crafts I do and how often I try to get out of bed.
My break downs are becoming more and more frequent, I can’t control those as much as I used to be able to. I keep myself pretty numb with the alcohol I intake and the the I smoke. But its a temporary problem solver, like it always has been. I just wish things would get better soon. I might lose it soon if not, and I know lots of people are here with me on that account.
Send help.
